wow that last xanga entry pissed a lot of people off...i wasnt expecting that...but i guess i jus wasnt thinkin...i jus rambled about what happened to be on my mind at that particular moment...like i always do...ashley took it completely the wrong way...and now that i read it again, i can see y...and i feel really bad...cuz it came out soundin like i didnt want to have anything to do with her anymore...i still care about her and i still wanna talk to her and everything, all i meant was that im finally startin to get to where her bein with josh doesnt bother me anymore and im happier now than ive been since may 25th...i jus didnt want to say that quite so bluntly cuz i didnt want to make josh mad at me or sumpin...and i ended up makin her mad...which made josh mad...so i guess i shoulda explained that better...im sorry ashley...and rosa...she was mad at me cuz i didnt tell her i was datin leigh ann...i really jus didnt tell anyone...there was no reason for that, i jus didnt...i woulda told her if she had asked me or sumpin...but at first she should i had been like hiding it from her or sumpin...i guess i shoulda told her...so she got mad at me and that made virginia and margarita mad at me...i feel like shit...so much for donations ::tail between legs:: theres no late night skate saturday night...alisha changed her mind...i finally managed to get hold of a copy of the amityville horror (the book)...its sickening how sensationalized it is if u read the preface and the epilogue...where its tryin to claim that its all a true story...well im gonna go take a concerta and see if i can get some work done on this spoofing program website...and the radio station site if i finish

ashley and josh have been dating for 6 months today...thats hard to believe...wats even harder to believe is that the day me and ashley started dating was a year ago today...it doesnt seem like a year...but ive changed so much since then...but now im dating leigh ann and im happy for the first time since me and ashley broke up...i jus took her off my speed dial...and she doesnt have her own special ring tone anymore...and my phone isnt gonna remind me of anything on the 22nd of every month anymore...and im never listening to matchbox 20 - i got the girl again...or any matchbox 20 song for that matter...cuz i normally dont like that kinda music...theres a late night skate on saturday...my vanilla milkshake melted...but there is still more good news...its the moment you've all been waiting for (ever so patiently)...i now have a "Make a donation" button on my Xanga! see:

jus finished watchin the 40 year old virgin...that movie was halairious...the whole "age of aquarious" thing at the end...that was great...and i dont even like comedies...that and napolean dynamite are the only comedies ive ever actually liked...ashley said shed kill me if i photoshopped a pic of her...its so tempting tho...ive got a pic of her here and it jus looks so photoshop-able...holy shit, how did it get to be 12:40 AM??

watched the butterfly effect last night...great movie...confuzzled me at the end, but ashley explained it to me lol...now im watchin the 40 year old virgin...its halairious...im about half way thru it...anyone thats known me for a few years knows y i love this movie lol ...other than watchin 40 year old virgin for an hour, ive been a computer geek all day today...i have no life...ive been workin on the caller id spoofing program...i thought people would be able to handle typing in the area code, but that confuzzled people, so this morning i made it so u dont have to...and the rest of the day ive been workin on getting it so i can charge people for it...everyones gonna get sumpin like a 5 min free trial...maybe more if i get lots of comments...well im gonna go call ashley...and shes not gonna answer cuz shes grounded and shes only allowed to talk to josh ...hmm...i have an idea...can anyone guess what it is?

watched the amityville horror yesterday...finally...the 1979 version...it wasnt as corny as i thought it would be...havent watched the sequel yet...but i bet itll be corny...damn this house is always so cold...i registered spoofilizer.com for my caller ID spoofing program...im gonna start chargin people to use it soon...jus depends how long it takes me to get it set up...but i might jus make it free for people with 423 or 276 area codes...if i get lots of comments...cuz it hasnt really spread around here as much as i want it to...its spread to florida and some town in oregon...but most of the people using it are still atlanta...

^^thats jacob!!..."50 cent" subscribed to my xanga...i wonder if hes gonna come and put a hole in me if i say hes not 50 cent...but i do like candy shop...dude i wanted to go that aftroman concert yesterday!! ...but i couldnt find anyone to go with me...and i didnt want to be the only white person there lol...if u went, comment and tell me how it was...so i went skatin with leigh ann...this is a pic of her and some of her friends:

we sat in the DJ booth and photoshopped that pic:

and rephotoshopped it:

click those pics to enlarge them

wow...today has been such a great day...no school cuz of snow...and ashley was out too...so all that ive done today is talk to ashley...i helped her set up a xanga! CuddleBear07 ...and then we talked about how i wanna die...its 3:15 AM...a sound wakes me up...something lands on me...there is a flash of lightning (has to be dramatic) and i see ashley straddling me...one hand is around my neck, pinning me to the ground...in the other hand is a big, sharp, bloody dagger...all i can hear is her sweet, innocent, high-pitched voice...but it doesnt sound so sweet and innocent because shes screaming at me in german...she stabs me in the stomach...the blood splatters making little red spots all over the white walls and on her clothes and the white sheets...she stabs me over and over...then she stops and she just looks at me and smiles...a sweet, innocent smile...and thats the last thing i see...thad be such a great way to die...me and ashley have such lovely conversations...and i bet that now all of the people that normally read my xanga are never gonna read it again cuz theyre gonna think im a freak...cept for krista...and ashley ...i had to put that buffy pic on there, cuz ashley thinks that buffys hot...i agree with her...i can count to ten in german now! im so proud...there had better not be school tomorrow...or im gonna have to murder some principals in their sleep...but im gonna make sure its less pleasent for them than its gonna be for me...id stab them thru their head, like the guy in that pic

bobble head...that songs great...that caller ID program is spreading fast around here...but its spreading way faster in atlanta...cuz i gave it to katherine and she gave it to her friend who gave it to her friend and now there are tons of people in atlanta usin it...a bunch of people keep leaving out the area code when they use it or they put a 1 in front of the number...heres what u should dial:
(321) 558-2057 (wait for voice) (423) 555-5555 # (wait for voice) (423) 666-6666 # (wait for answer)
so anyway...im djin for 2 valentines day parties this weekend...fri and sat night...they ruined im in love with a stripper! the new clean version says "im in love with a dancer" damn that ruins the song! y not like "im in love with a balerina"? that would have been cool...or "im in love with midget"......do you scratch an itch or do you itch a scratch?...or perhaps you itch an itch and scratch a scratch?...cuz scratches can itch and itches do require scratching...

ive been bein a geek for the last few days...and ive finally got this program workin...it lets u spoof ur caller ID...so u can make watever u want to show up on someones caller ID, when u call them...jus call this number:

(321) 558-2057

when it tells u to, enter the number that u want to have show up on ur friend's caller ID and then hit the # key...then enter the number that you want to call and hit the # key again...remember to include the area code...im gonna let people use it for free for now...but ill eventually start charging for it...right now im still adding features to it, so if it stops working for a while, that probably means im working on adding something to it, so jus wait and call back later...i finally got a copy of the 1979 version of the Amityville Horror and one of the really corny sequels from the 80's...havent watched them yet tho...im djing at warrior state park next week friday for a valentines day party...well im gonna go finish my math...wish i had some of those chicks in bikinis here to help me wit my calculus ...why do they call that smiley "silly"...thats not wat i use it for...it should be called "eat more chicken!"